Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Hump Day..yay! And...Three posts in one week..I am on a roll....

I only have one more day to work this week....then I have a four day weekend. Which I know will go way too fast. Then I won't get any other time off again until possibly Labor Day weekend and my birthday. Which, we aren't going to talk about on here. Anyway...this weekend, the 3rd, is my oldest son's birthday.



(What a goof -off, Senior year of high school-always the "life of the party")



He will be 20 years old...I was planning on having a cook out for him, buying him a cake, etc...just taking it for granted that he would be up to visit..I have not missed one birthday in his 19 years of life, this may be the first. He just recently took on a second job and he has to work all day on Saturday. Which sucks...big time. It is so tough to watch them grow up and watch your position, as the Mom, take a back burner to all the other "more important" obligations and people in your children's life. I so know now how my Mom felt, when as a 19 year old new bride, she watched me pull away in that U-Haul truck and move 700 miles away. To only see me once or twice a year. My son lives 1 hour and 45 minutes away and I am lucky to see him about the same.




He suggested, since he can't make it up, that I drive down to Terre Haute on Saturday and have lunch with him. I am not sure that I can, as funds are really tight in our household right now. If the family would just let me go by myself, then it wouldn't be so costly. But, to take all 6 of us out to lunch with him, well...it is just not feasible. I am torn, I don't know what to do..as I want to make sure he gets a card and some birthday money from me as well. Just not sure that I can do both. I am in a quandry, to say the least. I know he is tight on money, what with college, car payments, insurance, food, etc...so, the money from me and hubby would be much appreciated. On the other hand, I would think he would want to at least see the person that brought him into this world on the day of his birth. Well, I guess where there is a will, there is a way...I will figure it out.




On another note..16 year old is coming up. I have to drive to the half way point and meet his Dad to pick him up after work on Thursday. I look forward to seeing him. It is has been over a month..well, since Memorial Day. He has been one busy beaver as well. Up and at Football Camp/Practice every day at 7 a.m. during his Summer Vacation. He finally has this week off, so he can come and stay for a few days. Hopefully, we will be able to plan some fun, relatively low cost activities to keep him occupied and free from boredom while he is with us.




The little boys are pining for fireworks. I have always managed to spend a little on buying them some things in the past. This year, well...as I said, it is not in our budget. They are going to be very disappointed to say the least. We are trying to get a couple of bills that have been like albatrosse's around our necks paid off in the next few weeks, including tags/registration for our car, and hubby has put us on a very tight, no extras allowed budget for the next couple of months. Ouch..it is going to be quite painful....but, that is very difficult to make a 10 year old and a 7 year old understand that. Maybe we can convince them to go see Purdue's firework display this year and be satisfied with that. As that is free and we would not literally be burning up money we don't have. I don't know....just things that are worrying me at the moment. Why do my worries always have to revolve around money? If it wasn't for that, I could truly be a content happy person and I think the hubby would be as well.




Moving on....




I just finished calculating my total miles ran for the year thus far. My goal for the year was to run 700 miles. The year is half over and here are my stats, per month of total miles ran:




January: 60.75


February: 62.5


March: 70.7


April: 77.65


May: 81.0


June: 81.0




Total: 433.60 Miles




I think if I maintain the same amount of consistency, 75 plus miles a month, for the next six months, it will put me closer to 900 miles for the year. In my opinion, that is some kick ass running. With hopefully, my first half marathon this fall. I posted a widget on my blog, called daily miles...the numbers listed are inaccurate, because it won't let me post correctly on it...past runs that is. So, kind of hard to guage from that. I think I need to find a different type of journal to keep track of things.




I am seriously giving this Cross Fit some consideration. But, before I jump in head first, I want to make sure I have a thorough understanding of it. I will keep you informed of how that goes...when I do start, that is.




If I don't log on before the Fourth Weekend, I hope you all enjoy your holiday! Be safe and enjoy the time with your family and friends!






Monday, June 28, 2010

My Handsome Boys (and their older sister)


My two oldest boys traveled with their Dad (my ex) to NC this past weekend to see thier 20 year old cousin get married....I had to steal this picture off of their facebook, because I can't believe how big all three of these kids are. The boy on the left is my son Tim (who will be 20 this weekend), the girl in the middle is my former step-daugher Amanda (her dad and I were married when she was only 7) and my other son Justin (who is 16)....My God I am getting old.

But aren't they gorgeous!

So Bummed.....

So, how was your weekend? Well...mine in a nutshell..was fan-freaking-tastic!!! I have not had such a wonderful weekend in so long. I am seriously bummed it had to come to an end.

Friday night, hubby and I went to Indy and had an awesome time..but, Saturday...well, that was the icing on the cake. I finally got to meet my dear Friend Ger...It was a wonderful, truly delightful evening. I was worried that even though we clicked through our emails, that it would be awkward when we met in person..but, you know what? It wasn't...I truly felt like I had known this person forever....and they hit it off (at least I think they did) with the hubby as well. We had a wonderful dinner at Ruth Chris's Steakhouse...and I can't thank my friend enough for this treat..Ruth Chris's is not somewhere I have the opportunity to go very often. Actually, it was my first time ever and I am almost forty years old (shhhh...don't' tell anyone that little tidbit-I am scared to death of the big 40)....anyway, When I got there and looked at the price's on the menu, I wanted to get up and walk out...I was shocked. But, my Friend insisted we stay, Their treat...and it was a wonderful treat. I am so grateful for all you did for us Ger....It was without a doubt the best time I have had in a long time. After dinner, we hit up a couple clubs, took Ger back to the hotel-after our good byes, called it a night...ending up at home very late in the evening.late that night. I really hated to tell our friend good-bye, as distance prevents us from getting together as often as I would like. So, It was kind of depressing to have to leave em'.... Hopefully, we can travel to their neck of the woods in a few months and meet up again. :(

I was so busy over the weekend...I didn't get one workout in..so, I have to hit the gym hard tonight. My friend Ger was insisting I start what they are doing, an exercise program called Cross Fit...have you heard of it? I spent Sunday afternoon researching it and I think I need to talk to Ger about it a little more, but I think I am going to give it shot. Ger had me pretty much sold on the idea Saturday night..so, we will see...I did make a deal that I would start it and give it two weeks, but on the website, it looks so complicated...I just don't know....I think I need to research it a little bit more.

So, tonight, I am headed to the gym for my first run since last Wednesday and some weights. I only have to work 4 days this week...so, pray the work week goes by relatively painlessly.

Have a good one everybody!

Friday, June 25, 2010

The Weekends Here!!!

Finally, the weekend is here. I am so looking forward to having 2 glorious days off. The kiddos are again gone this weekend, so hubby and I are looking forward to an all adult weekend.

I have worked out four days in a row..go me! So...tonight, I am taking off from any form of exercise...except hand to mouth, no weights, just a glass of wine..yum, yum....

Not sure what we are doing tonight...weighing some options...as it is..I have 10 minutes left of work, then I have to run to Cvs to get Aaron's medicine and pick up some beauty supplies for me.
Then home to get ready for whatever the husband has in store.

Tomorrow night, dinner with our dear friend at Ruth Chris steakhouse and then bar hopping.
Should be a fun night, so I have to make sure I hit up the gym hard sometime tomorrow.

Sunday, shall be a day of rest, except for a short run...

Hope you all have a fab weekend!

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

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I suck..so, what else is new?

Ok, ok..I know, when it comes to blogging frequently, I suck...I have my good weeks, I have my bad weeks..I have been planning a post since Monday..and yes, I know..today is Wednesday...but, I have just not been feeling it.

How was every one's weekend? Mine..well, it was rather uneventful...last Friday, after work, I went to get a pedicure. Then hubby and I went to dinner in Indy...it was storming really, really bad. We were going to hit up a couple of clubs, but the first one we stopped at, they wanted $15 a person to get in, so we left and the second one was just dead...nothing going on. At that point, with the weather being so bad, plus hubby and I were being snippy with each other, I just wasn't in the mood and all I wanted was to go home..so, that is what we did...hubby and I argued, I went to bed mad...he came in to wake me up (I wasn't actually asleep)...and we agreed to disagree and kind of sorta made up. It was still storming/raining out, so we went out onto the porch with some wine and sat for awhile..that was nice..and I am glad I didn't continue to be a bitch and we worked out our issues. Never go to bed angry. It just isn't worth it.

Saturday...we had a lot of errands to run..I had a hard time getting my mojo and getting myself ready to go..but, eventually..I did and around 2 p.m. we headed out the door. Took care of our errands and a quick stop for lunch and then groceries, and Blockbuster (yay for TruBlood~the best show evah!!!~no lie!!!), we were home by 6 and I was chilling with wine in hand...about 8, hubby threw some steaks on the grill, I nuked some sweet potatoes and steamed some veggies and we had a delightful dinner. I ended up watching all of my TruBlood DVD, had some hubby and me time, then went to bed...a little tipsy. Darn those huge ass bottle's of wine...I buy the big bottles, so I can have some for Sunday too, since Indiana sucks with no alcohol sales on Sunday, but when I do have the bigger bottle, and the kids aren't home..I can't stop drinking it..seriously, wine is like kool-aid to me....I don't care for any other type of alcoholic beverage..just wine. I only drink it on the weekends, usually when my kids aren't home...hubby helped. He rarely drinks, but I would pour a glass, he would pick it up and drink it too, usually drinking half of every glass I poured..don't worry, I still had some for Sunday though.

I surprisingly did not wake up on Sunday with a wine headache...I felt pretty good, and since I had only worked out 3 days during the week last week, I had planned on going to the gym. After wishing hubby Happy Fathers Day and texting my brother and one of my dear male friends, I started to get ready for the gym. But...our little one Max called, he was at the in-laws lake property with them and he wanted his Dad and I to come down for a "Fathers Day Party" he had planned all himself. Neither one of us felt like it, but no way were we going to let this little guy down. He never asks us for anything, so we changed our plans (no gym for me), packed up our swim suits, got ready and headed down to Raccoon Lake.

We ended up "swimming", from the bank, since the water was up so high (it was virtually in the inlaws back yard) and the dock was submerged under water. I do not like lake water...it is dirty and gross to me...so, I only waded in up to my waist...while Hubby, Max and the Mother in Law swam. Once the fish started nibbling on my lovely lady bits..I got the hell out of the water. I don't like to be nibbled on..let me rephrase that..at least by fishy swimmy things in the water. Yuck.

Finally, after I complained enough, we got on the boat and went for a ride. Max and I both rode the tube, which was a blast, until we both decided to get in it and the combined weight of our legs over the front of the tube started to sink the damn tube...so, they took Max out and I went by myself. After I had my fill, they stopped the boat to pull me in...after I was back on board, the Mother in law went to switch over the gas tanks, and then the boat wouldn't start. For a half hour, hubby and her messed with the gas tank, trying to figure out what was going on. We were sweltering and Max was begging his Grandmother to call Grandpa to come get us in his fishing boat and pull us home. Finally, hubby realized his Mother had put a clamp or some such nonsense on backwards and he fixed it..Voila', the damn boat started. Imagine that!

Here are few pics of our lovely Father's Day adventure.

Hubby and Max, in the swing, before the lovely swim began.



Max..preparing to release the rope from the boat so we can "set sail"..hahaha.
Isn't he adorable?

Max in the tube...preparing for take off!


Max giving us his "signals"...he was wanting us to get in the wake of other boats, so his ride would be bumpier....he is truly not scared of anything.


Mother-in-law...sweet woman is sporting a sex-ay kick ass hat! I told her I needed one..lol.


And...your's truly...reading up on how much more I need to do to get "buff"...what a joke! This was when we were stranded for at least a half hour. I was sweating bullets and we didn't have any water to drink or nuthin! I usally plan a little better than that, but I seriously thought we were only going for a short ride. I am an idiot!




But...I was a trooper, and eventually we headed back to the house. Mother in law made a fab pork roast and since I had ate nothing, I was ravenous. I made myself a pork roast sandwich with some steamed potatoes and a big bowl of strawberries and melon..twas delish!
Hubby and I had a delightful time and I am so glad we went. Max was so happy and so proud of his present for his dad and his little "party" he had planned. He even went out on his own and picked his Dad some fresh raspberries and blackberries...what a sweet little guy.
On the way home, he fell asleep..it's an hours drive..so, we stopped for ice cream...woke him up and surprised him..he loved it. Yes, I had a small cone myself.
Then, after Max was in bed..I finished the wine left in that big bottle..2 glasses and went to bed myself. It was a pretty good weekend. Just not on the exercise front.

So, come Monday....(since this post isn't long enough already), I knew I had to hit the gym, and corral my eating back under control...and I did great. I went to the gym Monday, ran 6 miles and did back, triceps and abs. Eating was healthy all day.
Tuesday, I ran 3. 5 miles and had salad for dinner. No wine either day.
Tonight, I plan on at least a 4.5 mile run and abs/legs. I ate healthy for breakfast..oatmeal and pineapple. And for lunch, I went to the grocery, got some Arnold's sandwich thins, some chicken salad, leaf lettuce/tomato, and came back to the office and made a delightful, fresh sandwich, along with some Sweet potato chips..(so addicting) and 2 low fat fig newtons.

I plan on a workout at lunch tomorrow. Friday I am taking off and a full body workout and run again on Saturday. Wish me luck with sticking to plan.

Here in an hour, I am going to fuel with a banana and a sugar free Red Bull and hit the gym. I so don't want to go, but no pain/no gain,huh? Got to put some of those exercises I read about in Oxygen mag to use....those ladies in that magazine blow my ever loving mind. They eat clean 100% of the time. I am sure most, if any of them, do not have children either. But, Damn...they have my dream body. I bust my ass, and I just can't get there and I won't either, because I don't think I can follow their diets 100% and I can not be at the gym every day for hours on end, but that doesn't mean I don't feel enviousof them. I so want to buy Tosca Reno's book, the Eat Clean Diet and her cook book, but we are always so low on funds, that that is one treat for myself that is going to have to wait for awhile. Plus, groceries are so expensive, I eat a lot of chicken and salads. To buy all the ingrediants to fix some of those recipes, plus the time....shoot, who am I kidding. Pipe dreams..

Well, we are on the down side of the week as of tomorrow. Mr. Burns is on vacation this week and it has been delightful. Very peaceful and I have gotten caught up on all of my work..well, most of it. Except for one little project I have to do. Oh,well...there's always tomorrow.

The weekend is going to be awesome! I can almost taste it. Friday night, I will have both younger kids...maybe take them to see the Karate Kid and for dinner, then Saturday night, Hubby and I are meeting one of my dear friends in Indy for a fun night. This friend found me by this wonderful blog, and we have become fast friends. We have only emailed, texted and talked on the phone once...but, we feel like we have known each other forever and Saturday night, this friend is going to be in Indianapolis for work, so we are meeting for dinner and maybe hit up a couple of clubs...show them around our wonderful city of Indianapolis. Should be loads of fun!

Take care of yourself everybody and finish your week strong!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Rainy Days...and Rainy Nights...I love them!!!!


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That has been my theme song the past couple of days...I just loved this song in the eighties...grew up listening to Eddie Rabbit, Crystal Gayle, Kenny Rogers and the like...

Anyway, we have been having some torrential evening storms and rain the past couple of nights...Monday, right before it was time to leave work...the tornado sirens were going off and then we lost power...it came back on just in time for me to clock out and leave...I was less than a mile from work, headed home and my cell phone rang...hubby said things were awful headed out our way (home) and that I should just pull into the Wal-Mart parking lot and wait it out..until it blew over toward home..well, let me tell ya...by the time I got to the next stop-light, the heavens opened up and the Lord dumped it on us! I pulled into the parking lot at Walmart, facing the main road, right in front of a storm sewage drain (the kind that goes beneath the road)...The wind was blowing so hard, my little car was almost rolling on it's own...no kidding. I pulled up the emergency brake, sat there to wait it out..then the hail started to pour down...and I thought to myself, if I feel this car start to lift, I am bailing, doing a tuck and roll down the hillside I was parked in front of and into that storm drainage pipe...hell if I was going to play the part of Dorothy...

Then, I got scared of the hail..big golf ball size pieces....I feared damage to my car, one coming through my windshield and possibly taking me out with a head injury, you know..shattered glass and all...

So, oblivious to the hubby's direct orders..I hightailed it out of there and headed home. Hubby mis led me..the storm had not even reached our little town, but it was headed our way. I outran it home..yes, I did. I was home a good ten minutes before it hit our house....As I said in my blog post title...I love rainy days and nights, but only if I am at home..I don't like to be out in the rain, and I don't like to drive in it...

The storm hit, the tornado sirens were going off, hubby had the kids in the basement...what did I do...oh, like any goofus...I went out on the porch to watch the skies...never seen a real tornado before..so, I thought I would give it a looksie...well, needless to say, no tornado, but lots of high winds/rain...my goofy friend next door and her "bestie" went tornado chasing in her car..according to my hubby....lol...don't know if they ever caught up with one or not..as she hasn't bothered to call me in two weeks!!! Damn it girl, if you read this, pick up the phone, m'kay?

After the storm past..we loaded up the kids and went into town for a quick bite...Subway, eat fresh...yeah, well..kind of costly to eat fresh...for me, the hubby and two kids, $25....yeah, I could have bought sandwich fixings, made them for half that price. The cost of convenience, huh? Then a quick trip to the grocery, and I was home, showered and ready for bed by 8 p.m..another reason I love those rainy nights...makes me sleepy and all relaxed and stuff. If it's not a work night, like..the weekend, I enjoy sitting on my front porch, with a nice glass of wine, just relaxing...just "being"...listening to the rain fall...this rain the past couple of nights though, that wouldn't have been possible, as it has been one of those rains with high winds and it blows sideways...not a gentle, fall straight down from the sky kind.

Then, last night..more rain...I went into the gym, after work...the sun was shining, I come out 2 1/2 hours later, get in my car and within 2 minutes..down pour...again...and it continued to rain through out the evening.

Last night, I was so tired ya'll...I slept like the dead..that is what an intense work out session does for me sometimes...I ended up running 4. 5 miles last night and then I did an hours worth of strength training (abs/upper body-chest, arms, shoulders, bi-ceps/tri-ceps)...I was barely able to drag myself of the work out floor and into the locker room...and gym locker rooms...I hate them...well, I hate them when they are full of other people. Yesterday, when I got to the gym...I go to my "area" to change, hoping that I won't be disturbed...and lo and behold, it never fails...some "woman" parked her ass right next to me, on the bench I was changing at...there were two other areas available...why me???? Now, as I have said before, for having four kids (not tooting my own horn, seriously), I have a pretty smoking body..and I have busted my ass and deprived myself of some seriously yummy food, for this body..and in doing so, I keep myself well groomed, at all times...and when changing, I do so as quickly and modestly as I can...but this "woman", and we call her that lightly, proceeded to stip down, buck ass naked, right there next to me....I was bent down tying my shoes and turned around to pick up my heels I wore to work and put them in my gym bag, when I turned around...what was staring me in my face, but "chewbaca"...or a "chia pet"...not sure what to call it...OMG!!!!
This woman undoubtedly had never heard of a razor..or the fact that is the year 2010 of our Lord and that he has invented things like razors, bikini waxes, scissors..anything to curb that mess!!! Seriously??? Her private area looked like this


Michael Jacksons fro, when he was a young boy (not dissing Michael ya'll-loved him during this era), but just saying...
There are still women out there that do not believe in grooming?...This is not 1960 or older...I have never in my life seen such a sight...and to make it even funnier..she was trying to talk to me....standing there stark naked...I muttered something..have a good work out..I don't freaking remember....If I had the chance I would have taken a coupon out of my bag for shaving cream and stuck it in her locker, but I didn't have the nerve. I could barely see to walk out into the gym...I could not get that awful sight out of my mind...Women, just like pedicures (which are so necessary...shave...please, for the love of well..everything..shave, arm pits, legs, your lovely lady bits...you will feel so much better about yourself..trust a girl.

After my work out, I had no gym locker peace either...I usually just grab my things and go...but some woman decided to bring all elevnty hundred of her children into the locker room with her. Boys and girls...the oldest boy was probably eight or nine....not sure...but, there are reasons it is called the "womens locker room"...don't bring your son in there, please...Chewbaca lady could have been prancing around..that child would have been scarred for life..seriously. There are even signs posted on the door for family's to use the family restroom for children over the age of four years old....of the opposite sex....but, time and time again, they continue to break this rule. Pisses me off! Also, once again, she had all of her crap and her eleventy hundred kids crap piled onto the bench right where my locker was, so I had to put all my crap on the floor....so, I didn't change...just grabbed my stuff and left...but, I would have liked to have been in there and seen this Mom's face if Chewbaca lady came in to change...

I am so glad it's Wednesday..it's all down hill from here folks! Looking forward to a nice run (at the gym) this evening...just a short 3.5 miler, then home to relax with the hubby and Aaron...Max went back to hubby's parents for the rest of the week...they came up to help us cut some tree branches down from the storm...we lost our beautiful purple plum in the back yard..I hate that! Looks like we will have to find a replacement tree..it was so pretty! Anyway, should be a relatively quiet evening.

Have a great rest of the week.

Monday, June 14, 2010

So Much to Do..So little Time.....Sick children, sick Dixie and busy, busy, busy....

Hi, everyone! How was the weekend? How was the past week? Mine..well, was rather uneventful. Same old-Same old, you know? Work/gym/home...wash, rinse, repeat....

I started my week last week with a sick child...throwing up at 1 30 a.m. in the morning...and said child (7 year old) fell asleep and laid back down in his throw up!!! How in the world can a child manage to throw up and not know it? I felt so bad. I didn't hear him at all. I got up to go to the restroom, and I smelled "that smell"...if you know what I mean....the bathroom was clean, no one had gotten sick in there..checked 10 year old's room...nope, wasn't him..then I thought oh, no...the Maxter...ran down to his room, flipped on the light and was totally overwhelmed at the sight that met my eyes..that poor child, his bed, the floor, the wall...everything was covered....I woke him up, put him in the shower, asking him why, oh, why did you not yell for Mommy..he said he didn't remember/didn't know....10 year old got up to help me with his little brother, while I tackled the mess in his room....most of it was contained on the top of his heavy/sleeping bag quality (one that is way too big for my washer) comforter, so I rolled that up, took it outside and laid it down in the back yard on the grass..figuring once I cleaned up the rest of the room, I would tackle that....I came back in, stripped the bed the rest of the way, washed the mattress, flipped it, cleaned around the bed (wall, floor, etc), remade bed, pine-soled/lysoled everything down, brushed the Maxters teeth, gave him some childrens tylenol and giner ale and put him back to bed. At this point, it was well after 2 a.m..I was exhuasted, having only just went to sleep prior to 1 a.m...and knew I had to be up at 6 a.m. to get ready for work....but, I still had to tackle the comforter...I figured the most I could do, since it would have to be washed in a commercial washer, would be to hose it down with the garden hose, hang it on the porch rail to dry...as I went out the back door, what did I see on the comforter..but a nasty possum....eating...yes, you guessed it....the throw up..that was so gross, I thought I was going to hurl myself...possum's are truly the nastiest things I have ever seem.....I screamed at it, it hissed at me and took off into the neighbors bushes....I proceeded to turn on the hose, to find the faucet handle was broken...I had no flash light, so I had to go inside and get this little key shaped device hubby uses for the faucet...I go back out, in the dark...looking for that damned hissing possum...and reach down to use the little key thing to turn the faucet on..and what did I do...I dropped the freaking thing down in the thick ground cover that surrounds the house...I had to feel around on my hands and knees, in the dark, on the wet ground, looking over my shoulder for the freaking hissing possum to return and bite me from behind...finally I found the key thing a mijiga and turned on the faucet....It took me at least 15 minutes to spray that sleeping bag/comforter down, and let me tell ya, it was heavy dry, but wet...It was all my little body could do to flip/turn/spray it and pick it up and hang it over the railing...by the time I was done it was around 2 30 in the morning..but, I was soaked, dirty and felt like I had vomit all over me, so I had to go in and take a shower..again....by the time I was back to bed, it was 3 a.m..and I tossed and turned for the next three hours and ended up going to work beyond exhausted, with no sleep. Miraculously, this was only Monday...and the week tended to continue in this pattern..so, my gym time last week, to say the least was rather sparse. Monday night, of course with no sleep, I opted to not exercise..I hadn't done anything that Sunday before either...so, I started to set a bad course for myself for the week..

Tuesday, I was feeling under the weather...not full blown sick like the Maxter..but, I fought that "icky" feeling all day long. Plus, I had some pretty severe intestinal issues...So, I opted to come home again after work, spending my evening pretty much lying on the couch, doing nothing.

Wednesday was a little better...I did make it to the gym for a 6 mile run and some ab/leg work.

Thursday at lunch time, I went for a 3.5 mile run....

Friday, I got food poisoning..or something...bad yogurt I ate I think...all I know is, after I ate it...I got very sick, kept throwing up, stomach cramps, etc...and I ended up leaving work early. Like 10:30 a.m...I had the dry heaves and felt like I was going to die..no lie. I drove myself home and crawled into bed and didn't get up until late in the evening....no exercise for me then of course.

Saturday, I still wasn't feeling 100%, so I was rather slow getting my day started. The kids were gone....Justin (16 year old) didn't come to visit me for the weekend-he was in SC at the beach with his Dad and Step-family, 10 year old was with his dad and Max was with Grandma/Grandpa....so, hubby and I had some errands to run, ending up with a late lunch at Applebee's....my stomach was still not up to par, so I didn't eat very much...got a sandwich and it was pretty gross....then we went to the local pool and hung out for a couple hours until it was time for the two younger boys to come home.
The idiot ex brought 10 year old home and without my permission, decided he was going to cut his hair..a barber/stylist he is not and did a nightmare on his hair...I was shocked and pissed, all at the same time....without thinking, I mouthed off about how hideous it was then 10 year old started to defend his dad, then started to cry. I had to have a heart to heart with him, tell him to look in the mirror and tell me that you like what he did to you...So, a hair cut asap was what we had in store for him. I was doubtful they could repair the damage that had been done. I was seething at the ex for doing this to him. He may not have money, may not be paying me child support, but I do have money enough to get the kid a hair cut...the only reason I had not done it was time....I had planned on getting it done this Sunday anyway. I finally calmed Aaron down and
At this point, I finally felt better, so I contemplated on going for a run...but, then we had a huge thunderstorm come through and I sat out on the front porch while it rained and sipped a glass of wine and read a magazine. Hubby grilled out, by the time I ate, it was almost 9 pm... I promptly took my food baby and collasped into bed before 11 pm..on a Saturday night.

Sunday, I did some house work and decided no more excuses...I had to work out! Plus, we had to get Aaron to a Hair Stylist to fix his horrendous hack job his Dad did to him, So, about 3 pm...we loaded up the chil'ens and headed to town. First stop, Great Clips... a guy with a mohawk took care of Aaron and did a fabulous job fixing his hair. It looked terrific....so, guy with the mohawk..kudos to you and your mad hair cutting skills..you rock!
Then, we stopped by Burger King and got the boys a late lunch. I don't do Burger King..but that is what they wanted, so that is what they got. Hey, don't judge me...that is the only fast food meal they ate all week..chicken tenders with fries....then we headed to the gym, them to swim, and me to run...My strength training had already went to hell for the week, and I really wanted to work on my mileage, since it was so low for the week....I was planning on about 8 miles...I drank a sugar free red bull before I started and I didn't have a lot of fuel in my belly..so, I didn't think things through very well....half way through my run, I took a gu-gel (God, those things are nasty) and felt it almost instantly..for refueling, they are awesome....I managed a 10 k (6.2 miles) in 59 minutes 22 seconds, and I decided to keep going..in the end, 2 hrs and 7 minutes later..I ended up running a total of 12.5 miles...the furtherest (that is a word-ck it) I have ever run...ever, ever, ever....I was a tired, sweaty, nauseous beast at the end..but, I felt triumphant....kind of like Rocky when he climbed all those steps and reached the top, jump in the air, fist pumping euphoric...that was me...I went and got the hubby and the chil'ens and they changed while I showered and redressed, then we went to this little Greek restaurant for dinner....I felt sick to my stomach, chest was hurting...my body was screaming at me for nourishment...I had burned off @ 1380 calories with my run and I needed something quick....I ordered a large chocolate milk and was ready to go back into that kitchen and fix it myself, it took the waitress such a long time to bring it out...I was almost delirious from hunger, by body was screaming for nourishment....I thought I was going to have a heart attack there for awhile..never again will I push myself that hard and not fuel properly before hand. I was almost too sick to eat...I only managed 1/2 of my gyro and had to box up the rest. Hubby was not happy at me to say the least. Plus, he was pissed a the bill...the food was sub par..all we order was three gyros and a kids meal and it ended up being somewhere around $35...the place we went to is called Christo's and it was very disappointing, to say the least. Nothing perturbs the hubby more than going out to eat, being overcharged and the food being tasteless and unfulfilling.
Once we got home, I promptly showered and died...I was so tired...you would think I would have slept like an angel last night..but, alas...I did not....the only thing I could think of being the cause was "over-exercise"...I felt like I had restless leg syndrome, or some such nonsense...I couldn't quit thrashing around. I finally took a couple Tylenol p.m.s and managed to get a few hours of decent sleep.
So, my plans for tonight...no exercise...my hip and knees are killing me...I have a tremendously busy day here at work...only a few hours left to go, then I am headed home, to get the family and I am thinking we are going to "eat fresh" tonight for dinner...Subway, grocery store, video store (for the kids) and home.

Here's hoping to a great and speedy work week!

Thursday, June 3, 2010

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Buffets...yuck!

Last night, due to lack of funds and no desire to cook dinner (hello, it was our anniversary after all)...hubby suggested we go to Ponderosa...for dinner...now, I have posted before, that I don't particularly care for buffets...the whole germ thing and people touching every thing that I have to touch in order to eat anything...and well, to me Ponderosa is the white trash buffet of all buffets....but, reluctantly, I agreed. It was just hubby, Aaron (10 yr old) and me...so, we hopped in the car and drove the 20 or so minutes over to the adjacent town...a little town we like to call Franktucky...lol..actually, it is Frankfort, IN....(no offense to anyone in Kentucky either) as we combine the two names...any way...
We get to the restaurant and find it is packed...with nothing but Senior Citizens....as it is Senior night buffet, all you can eat, drink included for like $6.....oh, boy....now, don't get me wrong..I am not a Senior hater...I aspire to be a senior myself in oh, say....15 plus years (is it 55 now? ).....I am very respectful of my elders. Anyway, we go inside and order 2 adult buffets and one child..then my hilarious husband (who is only 47 by the way) proceeded to tell the cashier, make sure I get my senior discount...and she did..omg...it was so funny...but, I was embarrassed....hubby is not a senior and the fact that she believed him...priceless....although I did chastise hubby for the "bad example" he set for the boy...not good to lie, even to save a few bucks....

The food, to say the least...was not horrible, but it was not very good either....I ended up with a salad, lo cal dressing and then a piece of chicken and some veggies, ending it with some fruit....
10 year old, did not even come close to getting his moneys worth...so, to me...buffets are not only gross, but a waste of money. It will be a while before I let hubby convince me to go back.

10 year old had gotten his report card and is now officially a 4th grader...now, Family Video, our favorite video store, has a program that with every A a student earns, they can bring in their report card and get a free rental...so, on the way home from Franktucky...we stopped by the house, picked up his report card and headed back into Lafayette to the video store...picking up a xbox game and a movie to watch and I got to get the first disc of Season 2 of TruBlood..that show is over the top, let me tell ya! If you have not seen it, rent the first and second season as soon as possible..you will not be disappointed..it is so addicting, you can not stop watching it...

Once we got home...I relaxed with hubby for a while..then decided, since I had only run 6 miles on Tuesday, that I should not procrastinate and get a run in....besides, it was National Running day and I couldn't allow myself to sit on my ass and not run, so at 8 30 last night...I went out and pounded 4.4 miles....it felt wonderful. I was very proud of myself....came home, showered and collapsed on the couch to watch TruBlood...out of no where..I felt totally ravenous....I went into the kitchen, and here is where I could totally kick my own ass if my little legs could reach around me to do so...as I said, we are kind of low on funds until tomorrow (we have money to buy groceries, don't get me wrong, just trying to be frugal) and we had absolutely nothing really to eat in the house...I had not been to the grocery, knowing we would do our big shopping trip this weekend....so, I ended up eating a 1/2 of a bologna sandwich (on white bread-shudder)...and a handful of chips...I was so mad at myself after....I am not trying to lose any weight...I only weigh between 108 and 110.....all the time....but, I am trying to eat cleaner and healthier, even though that is not always very economical....I also had a couple glasses of pinot grigio, to ease my guilt..lol...so, today is a new day. I made a mistake, move on, move forward...yada, yada, yada...

I have done well today with my eating:
Breakfast was a Jimmy Deans lite breakfast bowl (220 calories-made with egg whites/turkey sausage), Oikos Greek Yogurt and some strawberries.
Lunch was an egg salad sandwich on wheat, a few organic chips and a handful of cherries (I love bing cherries!)
Dinner will probably be a kashi frozen meal and some steamed veggies.

I also plan on going to the gym tonight for a light run (3.6 miles) and some leg work and bi-ceps/chest along with some ab exercises.

I love Thursdays! One day away from Friday! If I don't log on the rest of the week, hope you all have a fabulous weekend!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

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Wax a little philosophical....Food for Thought

PHILOSOPHY 101

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the lecture on “The mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine”.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'The professor then produced two glasses of wine from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.'Now,' said the professor as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.The golf balls are the important things---your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else---the small stuff. 'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golfballs. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.Spend time with your children.Spend time with your parents.Visit with grandparents.Take time to get medical checkups.Take your spouse out to dinner.Play another 18.There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the wine represented. The professor smiled and said, 'I'm glad you asked.' The wine just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple glasses of wine with a friend.

A Shout out to my Hubby!!!

Today is our 8 year anniversary! I love you Babe and thanks for 8 wonderful years!
Here is to many more!

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Mini-vacay is over...boo hoo.....

Aw, man...it was great while it lasted, let me tell ya!
We had a terrific 4 day weekend....It is oh so hard to get in the groove again after having time off...I could so be a "kept" woman..living the life of leisure...(just kidding, honey)...I do wish we were more financially stable, so that I could be the hot housewife and Mom....keeping my house spotless, cooking up yummy and healthy meals for my family, all while still having time to spend with the hubby and kids...but, alas..I have to help work for a living....

That is why, when I do get a break..it is a nice reprieve....

Friday morning, I got up and went for a 5 mile run...I was out the door at 7 30 a.m.....and let me tell ya, it was a glorious sweaty beast of a run....when I finished, hubby was out mowing and he took a break for awhile, sat and chatted with me on the front porch and then we showered and headed into town to take care of our errands and get some lunch.

We ended up eating at a Greek restaurant for lunch...I had a lamb/beef gyro that was to die for.....seriously, it was so good, I could have ate two! These babies were not small, let me tell ya...good thing I burned off 500 plus calories on my early morning run, or I would have been paying the price....

Hubby and I were able to spend a lovely kid free afternoon.....it was great! Eventually, hubby had to lie down (worked 3rd shift the night before) and I sat out on my front porch and read magazines and sipped a glass of wine...around 3:15, I decided to walk to my kids school and pick them up, since it was their last day...they are now officially on summer break....anyway, it is one mile exactly to the school...the kids were totally gung ho for the walk home and they were quite the little troopers, not complaining once..of course, they knew at the end of the walk, I would let them stop by the town market and pick up an after school treat....I am adamant to get those two outside playing more and exercising. The 7 year old told me he is ready to go for a run with me...how cute...we will see about that. So, exercise for the day...5 mile run and a 2 mile walk. Not bad..not bad at all...has that ended up being my only exercise for the 4 day weekend....unless throwing back glasses of wine can be considered a form of strength training..NO? Really? Well, guess I can't win at every thing...lol.

Friday evening, for dinner we had tacos...and no they were not very healthy..well, I made wraps with chicken for myself...and tacos for everyone else..so, it probably wasn't too bad....a lot of sodium I am sure in the taco seasoning, but overall...not too bad. I only ate two.
My two older boys showed up around 8 pm, we all ate...talked and watched t.v.....going to bed around midnight.

Saturday morning...I just wasn't feeling a run, I had so much to do to get ready for our cookout...we had 14 people total on our guest list (including my family) and I had housework and grocery shopping/planning to do. I had a limited budget and hubby was determined I stuck to it, so he followed me to the grocery store. We ended up only going over it by about $20...so, not too shabby at all....everyone that was coming was bringing something, so hubby started striking things off my grocery list...baked beans, strike one....deviled eggs, strike two...didnt make the cut...what did make the cut....Hamburgers/Bratts....chips, pasta salad, potato salad....Guests brought watermelon, fruit salad and more chips.....I made no bake oatmeal cookies and a peanut butter pie...We also had Key lime pie......and pop, tea and wine to drink.....

I had just got everything done and set up when the guests started showing up...we ended up only having 13 people...but it was fun. My close friend Carmine came over...bless her heart...she is dealing with an a-hole of an ex boyfriend, trying to find a place to live... I had not seen her in forever, so after the cook out guest left (i.e..the ex, the inlaws, a friend of hubbies), we built a fire, we all set out by it till well after midnight, drinking wine, laughing and having an awesome time. The little kids had a blast playing and roasting marshmallows.....until they literally collapsed on my living room floor...ah, the joys of summertime. I love it! Thanks again for coming Carmine...(she reads my blog) and I can't wait until you are back from your road trip so we can hang out again!

Sunday, well...that was spent cleaning up from the party, restoring order and just being generally lazy. My older two boys left to drive back to Terre Haute around 5 pm and 10 year old went to his Dads for the night...so, hubby and I decided to take a drive...we ended up driving from Indiana to Illinois....we got a little lost, so it took us awhile to get home..but it was fun. Oh, yeah..and while we were driving back home, we stopped for another burger at a little dairy barn place in Attica called the Short Stop and Max, the 7 year old..lost his first tooth....My baby is growing up on me....He was so excited to join the snaggle tooth ranks with his other little friends.

Monday, for some reason, I was so exhausted...I did absolutely nothing, but lay on the couch, watch Cake Boss marathon and Tori And Dean marathons until my mind was mush....we did get showered and dressed and went into town for some dinner...Bob Evans...down on the farm..lol..
I had the turkey club wrap and sweet potato fries..not sure about the calorie and carb content, but it was so good....couldn't have been too bad I would think. 7 year old got sick while we were there...we think his chocolate milk was spoiled and it made him sick to his stomach. Once we were home though, he seemed fine and even finished his dinner we had the waitress box up.
As far as I know, he is fine today...playing and driving the extremely tired hubby nuts!

Today at work has been busy, to say the least. Mr. Burns, I so did not miss.....thankfully, he has been gone for the afternoon. So, other than several radio calls, it has been relatively quiet..hence a blog post. Yay me!!

45 mintues to go and I am off to the gym..for a hopefully decent run and weights sesh...Got to repair the damage from my weekend binge...

Have a great week everyone...and oh...Thursday is National running day...Get out and run...if you are not a runner...run around the block, take a break and walk..then run again...then you can truly say you went out for a run! It all counts! I will be running, will you?